Musings...

Confused,

Restless and Eager... Isn't this me?

Calm,

Focused and Determined... Isn't this too me?

Funny! How every ten hours my thinking varies.

Where do I steady myself? OR do I really need to...

People usually find themselves caught in the desire to make 'their feelings' easier for themselves. I too am one of them. And when I can't do it myself I look at my loved ones to do it for me.

But when the hand extended is not taken and given a pat or a warm crush then one thinks again, back to oneself... trying to find what one really feels. Is it mutual or varies in degrees...is it just that there are different ways of manifesting the feelings or does it read into more.

And guess what? To top this situation ridiculous situation of mine I am reading 'Hamlet'...'Love In The time of Cholera' and also 'Doll's House'...all simultaneously!!!